Amber

The bittersweet taste of amber, your lips,
dead eyes, gazing into the abyss of perdition
dead for so long, still wet from tears
death can't take away their shine

Spiderweb of life - so easy to break, so difficult to merge,
you have risen, as if you were a cat
or a black raven
I feel your coldness, cold hands on my skin
go away, take your pain!

Get me away from the truth, bring back the hell of lost opportunities
You're not here, you're a raven
for so long, I haven't seen anything more beautiful
from your frozen lips
Please, give me back my heart

As if sinking into nothingness
what have I done --
beauty and fear

Counting my murders by numbers